#that said heis telling himself everything he does is soooo selfsacrificing (false u just hate yourself) while ayirine is selfish on purpose

[ojirocardigansniper]

irs so funny that dazzy baited me to bsd by saying 'oh youare gonna want to squish dazai so bad' and then in the first episode i was like Haha drowning himself wow hes just like my oc that im batshit over [DOESNT EVEN FUCKING KNOW HOW TRUE THAT STATEMENT IS GONNA BE. BEASTDAZAI AND AYIRINE SAME BEREAVED CUNT INSANE BEHAVIOR]

gsometimes you go and try to write either meta or poetry (its both. honestly) and you end up just bapping the shit out of a character because they are soooooo self-destructive it makes you mad at them IWISH YOU WERENT FUCKED IN THE HEAD. YOU COULD HAVE CHOSEN TO BE CALM AND TRY SOMETHING ELSE ACTUALLY INSTEAD OF. RUINING LIKE FOUR PEOPLES LIVES . tihs is about beast